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8.14.2026

CHAPTER 2 - THE BEHEMOTH OF DUIDAIN

        WANDERING ETERNAL


CHAPTER 2 - THE BEHEMOTH OF DUIDAIN


The Cherubim dropped Cain at the nearest edges of Duidain and flew back to Eden. What could have taken Cain months to cross the divine attendant covered in a matter of minutes. The entire flight to Duidain he was vocally anxious about leaving his post. 

Before the Cherubim flew back he was sure to remind Cain to be wary of the Behemoth - but the years Cain spent in those wastes East of Eden without even seeing a track from the chaos beast of myth were innumerable. In that time he raised up a home, then a shed, then another home, and eventually he built so many dwellings he had constructed what would later come to be known as a ‘city’. He also, on many, many occasions tried his hand at tilling the land; pulling what few weeds there were in that void desert, stripping them of any pods or inner seedlings, or otherwise handling their root systems with a surgeon’s hand, and transported them back to his city, that city of haunted reverence, empty even in his occupation, a testament to his exile. 

Nothing he planted would grow. And even though foraging was another impossibility in Duidain, Cain never hungered. Even if he couldn’t die of starvation anymore, it didn’t matter, he never tended the soil out of any kind of necessity. It was a quiet escape for him when he was a younger man of only eighty years; one that gave the impression of being overly difficult and too easy to fail at for how monotonous it looked. What others might have that tedious was satisfying to him, though. Even now, after countless seasons in which he was unable to grow a weed, he still planted the seeds for a garden every few months outside of the coldest few. Who knows? Maybe God will forget to check one day, and my plants will grow in spite of this curse.

“Who are you?” The Behemoth boomed down at Cain, confused and exalted at finding another creature that moved inside Duidain after millenia of isolation. “Is it the end of times?”

His voice alone had shocked Cain out of his hunched tilling, he jumped, and then he looked upon the Behemoth, and was so afraid that he couldn’t jump, or run, or cower, even. 

With a pair of horns protruding from above and in front of his ears that he wore like an elephant, and two more pairs from the sides and the front of his mouth, and another line of tusk that ran down the length of his colossal body from his snout to its tail like a bone protruding from his skin, the Behemoth was no doubt a formidable creature to gaze upon. His snout led into a trunk that drug the ground of the wastes, and his body was like that of a hippo with grey, shaggy hair and overextended legs - that, by themselves had to measure at least a couple-hundred feet - and down its backside was a long rodent’s tail that moved stiffly and seemingly autonomously, and in the process of moving its tail without thinking - as one does with any latent motor functions - it slapped up against one of jagged protuberances that littered Duidain and shattered it back into sand as easily as if it were made of water.

The Behemoth turned to see just what all the racket was behind him. After a few moments without seeing it’s face, the beast’s domineering essence dimmed just enough for Cain to muster the determination to run. He hid inside of his most unassuming building. The Behemoth, however, saw what building Cain ran into from the corner of his eye. The Beast sauntered over to Cain’s guest house and lifted the woven-reed roof with its great trunk and looked sidelong around it down at Cain as he huddled frightenedly in its corner. 

“Who are you? Did God send you here?”

“Y-y-yes?”

“Is it the end of time already?”

“N-n-no. I-I-I don’t th-th-think so..”

“Ah, so you are one of his chosen?”

“Wh-wh-what?” 

The Behemoth for the first time noticed that Cain was vibrating out of fear. He said, “There is no need to be afraid. If you have been cast into Duidain, then you must be one of his holy, this is a joy.”

“Yo-you aren’t angry?”

“Me? Why should I ever be angry? I’m one of His first. His strongest creations. You and I are like brothers to one another. Come, show me what you’ve made of our wildlands.” The Behemoth set the thatched roof down gently over Cain’s guest home and retreated to a respectful distance and waited patiently for the little, distended human to reappear. Cain was still apprehensive, but his shaking quelled a little. 

“Seriously, don’t be scared, I’m glad for the company, truth be told. So, what is all of this? What do you call this place?”

“I- haven’t decided yet.”

“That’s okay, we can decide on that later. What do you call yourself?”

“Uhm- Cain- I am Cain, Son of Adam.”

“Son of Adam? Adam Adam! First of the Humans? Expelled from Paradise?”

Cain nodded, his fear subsiding at an ever increasing rate.

“Okay, wow, small world. Seriously, I’m sorry about what happened to your parents, dude, that shit sucks. If I couldn’t go to Eden anymore, I’d be pretty pissed. That place rules.”

“Thanks, yeah.”

“Well, it’s not all bad. You seem to be doing alright? A little thin, maybe. Can you not find anything to eat?”

“Well, I can, but I can’t seem to get anything to grow, really, is the problem.”

“Oh, yeah, you mean, uh, what’s that called? Farting?”

“Farming.”

“I just don’t even bother with trying to do all of that. It’s much too much work. The Tigris basically grows anything I need.”

“The Tigris flows all the way out here?”

“Oh, yeah, man, it’s like, right over that mountain.” The Behemoth pointed with his trunk. “Literally right there.”

Cain craned his neck, feeling embarrassed for having spent nearly decades in this wildland without finding the river his parents had lived beside. 

“So,” The Behemoth continued, “You are the first of God’s Chosen, huh? A thing like that. Wow.” 

“I don’t know. I don’t think so. What do you mean?”

“I mean, Dêndâin is where the chosen and holy will dwell, East of the Garden.”

“And who says that? God told you that?”

“Yeah, that’s what God told me,” The Behemoth answered, slightly taken aback by Cain’s apprehension, now not totally positive that it was. 

“That those Chosen and Holy would spend eternity here? And not in Eden?”

“Well, we are East of Eden.”

“Yeah,” Cain nodded, having to afford him the truth in that, “I just- forget it. No, I wasn’t chosen. God cursed me and banished me here.”

“Oh, man, cursed you? What did you do? Praise another God?”

“No, I- uh, I murdered my brother..”

“I don’t know what that is.”

“It’s you know, I hurt him until he wasn’t alive anymore.”

“Oh, that’s all?”

“I mean, yeah? Should I have done more?”

“Well, it’s just, it’s not that big of a deal, you know? Like, everything dies. I kill the grass every time I eat it. Hell, sometimes I kill grass just by laying on it. I am supposed to be able to live for millennia, but I too will die. I mean, take your parents, if he didn’t want them to die, then why would he banish them from Eden to keep them from eating from the Tree of Eternal Life? You know? That wouldn’t make any sense. What did God say?” 

“He said I will be a fugitive and wanderer on the Earth.”

“Is that all?”

“Well, he said that anyone who tries to lie a hand on me should suffer the same punishment sevenfold.”

“See, man? He probably just called it a curse, but trust me, dude does not care. He probably just had to say something because you had his back against the wall. Like, if he just let you kill your brother, you know, your parents would’ve been pissed.”

“I guess so.”

“I’m serious. However much God loves the things he creates, that’s how much he loves their destruction. Life and non-life are two sides of the same coin. Come on, man, let’s go eat some grass, I’ll show you where I restrain the rivers of man from rushing.”

8.13.2026

A STROLL FROM EAST OF EDEN TO THE LAND OF NOD; EAST OF EDEN

WANDERING ETERNAL



CHAPTER 1 - A STROLL FROM THE EAST OF EDEN TO THE LAND OF NOD; EAST OF EDEN



And just like that he was snapped out of the field and wound up at the foot of a range of several interconnected mountain peaks and valleys, at a point from where he couldn’t quite be sure whether he was on one of the former or the latter. So he set his eyes upon the highest peak he could find and decided he would scale it. It didn’t matter, anyway. Why would it? In the matter of a second he had been cast away from everything he had ever known, had ever loved. He had best cast away from Aklima.

And he thought, well, good riddance, then.

I am a man of a hundred years, how dare father presume to tell me who I should marry and who I shouldn’t marry. She was /my/ sister. We shared our mother’s womb. Abel should have just relented and married Azura. She was /his/ sister. They were both 50 years; they were half my age. 

And now, brother, you are fifty years forever.  

I was the first to be born, and now you are the first to be dead. The youngest a human has ever been.

He hardened his facade on the journey up the mountain, unconscious to himself, as a reflex, to keep him from considering the ramifications of his actions and its secondary effects and its third effects. He didn’t want to think about what God told him about his curse, or what God then told him about his mark, or what he had done to the soil, what he had done in the field that cursed the soil, where the soil soaked up the spilling of his transgressions. He was a farmer, he knew the soil better than his father and better than his brother and better than God. 

How dare God presume to take the fertility of the land from my till? Does he truly think he has that power? I, who discovered how to plant one fruit and grow two, neither of which was good enough for him, yet, evidently good enough for him to use their absence as a lash to brandish against me?

“Where is your brother Abel?” Cain heard in his mind, echoing from one ear to the other, in the thunderous kind of speaking without speaking that God had accustomed them to hearing.

More the fool of him to follow me to the field. I told him it would happen, should he go forward with father’s request and wed my duplicate. I had told him and he still followed me into the field like the stupid little boy he was.

“Should you raise your hand to kill me, I will not raise mine to kill you. I fear God, the Lord of all worlds, and I would rather you were burdened with my sins as well as yours and became an inhabitant of the Fire: such is the evildoers' reward.”

Cain almost believed him, until he slew him, anyway. He found a location outside of God’s bosom, his brother in tow, strapped across his back slapshodily, until Cain came upon a recess in the mountain foot where he dropped Abel dispassionately and nudged him into rolling into this recess, and a crow came forth as he did so, making its presence known to Cain abruptly and startling him. Cain just committed the first murder in history, and wasn’t quite aware of its finer points. After a series of diagonal spins, the crow landed beside Cain and started scratching at the ground, teaching Cain how to make a grave. This was how Cain realized that God knew of Abel’s murder.

“Where is your brother Abel?”

“Am I my brother’s keeper?”

“Why are you angry? Why has your countenance fallen?”

It’s all father’s fault, anyway. Instead of letting us have the partners we were born with, they wanted to marry me off to a child of fifty.

He wondered if he had actually inherited all of his brother’s sins, and how long he would have to stay in this purgatory of wandering with the combined sins of himself, his brother, and their parents. 

It all started with them, anyway. I shouldn’t even be here in the first place. Or, maybe it started with God. How am I to know what is right and what is wrong? My mother ate the apple from the tree of knowledge of good and evil, and you called it wrong. You told them they couldn’t know what was good and what was evil and they produced children who would never know what was what. You banished them from paradise, and still, Father insisted that my marriage to Aklima had to have your blessing; and even that you couldn’t give. Why does he expect all of this from us? Why are they so loyal to him?

“Cain, you will marry your brother’s twin sister Azura. Aklima will wed Abel; together, you will populate this world we have been sentenced to. And, eventually, we will all eat in paradise together.”

“I will not, father. I won’t marry Azura. Aklima loves me and I love her. Abel is but a child, as is Azura.”

“Why should I marry Azura? I, too, wish to wed Aklima. Why should you decide? Because you were born first?”

“I was. I was the first born of any person. Why shouldn’t I?”

“Boys; if you will not listen to me, then you have forced my hand. Give to God a sacrifice, whoever’s is most worthy can marry who they like.”

The further Cain climbed the mountain’s face, the more convinced he became that he was climbing the highest mountain peak in the entire world. He looked out over the expanses around him, which broke away to valleys in every direction except for directly ahead, where it began to grow at a sharp incline. He looked up, and saw a great lashing of fire plumes sweep into view from one side of the mountaintop and out of view on the other, then again, and so on. His apprehension sweltered, having just become aware of mortality and death and murder and hurt not only as concepts but also as material inevitabilities of reality.

“Whoever kills Cain will suffer a sevenfold vengeance.” The booming echo of God’s voice came back into his mind, and for the second time he experienced the excruciating pain of the mark God placed upon him; it was like it had ripped his heart out and then replaced it with a solid bronze ball that extended throughout the inside of his body and had sent him squirming in ripples of pain.

He climbed on. The steeper it became the less he looked at the ground.

“God only accepts the sacrifice of those that are righteous in their doings.”

More like self-righteous, Cain thought.

“God only accepts the sacrifice of those that are righteous in their doings.”

I can still hear how it bleated. The first of his flock. The oldest; fat from love and care. And he skinned it, like it had never meant anything to him the last six years. Sacrifice of the righteous? More like of the heartless. We all loved that sheep. He was only going to use it for its wool, until he thought it was his ticket to my Aklima. Then he happily broke open its backbone and separated its ribs, the way God had with Father, and pulled off its feet to nubs, which God intends to happen to me, and crushed open the plate between its head and spine, the way- well..

I offered him a weaving of grain; of oats, three bushels of wheats, chickpeas, whole cups of lentils, the sweetest, finest figs I could produce. It took me an entire year of my life to make sure the offering was just right. So fit for a God that even his own children wouldn’t have been fit to feast from it. Then, when Abel came to the field, holding under his arms three huge clothwrapped and distinct portions, fresh and tenderized from cooling in the tigris, it was like I didn’t exist. He /actually/ tossed my basket on the ground; slackjawed like a mule waiting for his dinner, slobbering. 

“You have earned my blessing on this day, Abel. The blood you let over the dirt will soak into its core, and turn to loam for the rest of your flock to graze,” he stuffed his mouth full. Chewing wide-jawed on his cud. 

That was that, Cain had thought, he couldn’t help but drop his face in visceral disappointment.

The love of my life for the last hundred years; one of three women in the world, gone to little Abel. All there is left is my mother and Abel’s twin, in birth and in visage. 

“Why are you angry, and why has your countenance fallen? If you do well, will you not be accepted? And if you do not do well, sin is lurking at the door; its desire is for you, but you must master it.” He prophesied to me, mouth full of mutton, disposition full of righteous superiority. 

How could he preach down to me about desire, while dripping in his bloodthirsty fetish for cartilage and sinew, slurping fat from the bone.

Father was overjoyed; he too was so sanctimonious, so proud to see that what he thought would be best would come to pass. Again; I say good riddance to all of them; even you, Abel. You couldn’t leave well enough alone. Now, where are you? Ripped apart at the head like the first of your flock - at least I had the heart to use a stone and end it quick, feeling whatever is the opposite of revenant.

“Where is your brother Abel?” God asked; he had run out of red-blood meat, and Cain thought he wanted another plate.

“I do not know; am I to be my brother’s keeper?”

“Listen; your brother’s blood is crying out to me from the ground! And now you are cursed from the ground, which has opened its mouth to receive your brother's blood from your hand. When you till the ground, it will no longer yield to you its strength; you will be a fugitive and a wanderer on the earth."

"Today you have driven me away from the soil, and I shall be hidden from your face; I shall be a fugitive and a wanderer on the earth, and anyone who meets me may kill me." Later Cain would admit that he hammed it up, thinking that if God could pity him, anyone would be able to. 

He had submitted, though, and with a snap of mighty fingers, Cain was transported from his parent’s home at the foot of one mountain to the foot of another.

The encircling flame over the mountain was starting to make him sweat as he closed in on the top. He tried to judge the height at which it stood over the mountain top, so that it couldn’t hit him. Once he finally crawled onto the mountainhead, he remained ducked until it was perfectly and assuredly safe, not wanting to take any chance of getting ensnared in the circle of fire.

In front of him, now, he realized he had stumbled onto a massive, lush, widely populated forest - atop a frozen mountain situated by two historically drought stricken basins on either side? How could this be possible? He looked through the thick brush and bracket and canopies of the trees that turned the inside of the forests dark just past where it started. All the while, the fire swung around overhead grindingly, the heat and smoke from it seemingly leaving the fertile and full greenery below it unaffected from its presence. Just as he made to take a step into this oasis, two cherubim flew down from the ceiling of the canopies up, their wings only moving once or twice, retracting in on themselves then opening and using the force to propel them over Cain and baring his entrance, standing just in front of the crouched fratricidist.

The cherubim on his left had the legs of a deer, the torso of a giant owl, with a lion’s head, a bull’s head, and an infant human’s head, in that order. The cherubim on his right had the haunches of a cat, the torso of a man, with a dog’s head, a jaguar’s head, and a caribou’s head, in that order. Both adorned the wings of a dove. They were both half of Cain’s size, and they both had Cain’s hands and arms.

“What do you think you’re doing?” The lion head opened its mouth and spoke to Cain, the noises it made weren’t that of a lion’s roar or the human tongue, even though Cain heard both, it was more like a sonically reverberating length of exhalation. 

“Aren’t you Adam’s son?” The Caribou asked, in caribou, human, and a piercing whang. 

Cain closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around his head in pain at the cherubim’s divinely arcane sirening, then opened them at length, having expected a strike, though neither made a move against him yet. He looked up at the cherubim just as the arcing fire swept over them, sending their various sets of furs and feathers and manes and looser ears swinging against the wind. Only now did he notice that the fire circling around the mountain’s head wasn’t just a fire, but a sword that was set on fire.

“Yes, I am the son of Adam, I am just looking for the Land of Nod. I mean you no harm.”

The dog chuckled at this, obviously trying to hold it in as much as possible, to keep from bursting Cain’s eardrums, “You mean us no harm.”

“Is- is this Eden? Is this the paradise my parents lost?”

Neither of them answered. 

“Please, you don’t have to tell me, I’m sorry. It’s just, I was told by God to travel to the Land of Nod; East of Eden.”

“Do you not come from East of Eden?” The bull bellowed down at him.

“Gahh– yes. I guess- I don’t know. Please, just point me in the direction of Nod and I will leave, and I won’t return to you, ever.”

“Be still, son of Adam,” now the infant head spoke with the voice and intonation of one much older than his face, “stand up.

“You have been going west, turn, look, you mightn’t have seen it from your location below. Over those mountains; look - that expanse behind the far left peak, that is The Land of Nod; Duidain, a wasteland wild, with very little to sustain oneself on but plenty to be eaten by. It is the infinite dwelling of the chaos beast of the land, the Behemoth, until the end of days upon this earth. Why in 5th Heaven would God send you to such a place?”

“I don’t know, I think he’s mad at me.”

The six angel-heads looked between each other, then over the country below the mountain, then up at the sword defending it. One said, “Yeah, he has a pension for drama.”

“How far is the land of Nod from this place?” Cain asked, turning around and stretching his neck in any direction that might work. 

“Many kilometers, days forward. The Duidain is not always visible; you may arrive just to find it has been moved momentarily. But it is the land of the chaos beast, he likely will not take well to your presence.”

“It is where I have been expelled, the path that will lead to my redemption and acceptance into paradise. I have the Mark of Cain in my heart; even the great chaos beast cannot enact his vengeance upon me.”

“Then go, Cain, Son of Adam. Be steadfast in your determination. Tread upon the will to return to God’s light. Find his workings, remember the benevolent path he hath willed.”

Cain nodded curtly, and turned to look upon Duidain in the distant expanse, his future, or the first flag of it. He made to descend from Eden, but stopped just as he sat down to lower himself and turned to the winged cherubim. “Um, it seems the Land of Nod is vast in its distance, do you mind?”

“I’m sorry?”

“Can I get a lift?”

“Oh, yeah, of course.”



8.05.2026

Thras'Bel-Moberecht

     

          Thras’Bel-Moberecht
        ??.???.??


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It woke up for the first time, not knowing it was the first time it ever woke up. It peeled itself off of the boiling hot irradiated polonium flooring of Thraxus’Birn’Shariqq and left a generous amount of skin from its back where it had melted into the metal. Thraxus’Birn’Shariqq was composed of sixty percent polonium, ten percent xenon, some percentages helium and hydrogen, promethium, neodymium, along with sodium, carbon, calcium, and whatever else went into the chemical composition of the glass rain that plagued both hemispheres of the planet at most times, no matter what direction you cut it in. 

It was close to a miracle that Thraxus’Birn’Shariqq and, really, the whole of the Thalck-Arakuelus Galaxy, managed to, not just exist as planets themselves, but to actually harbor the creation of new life while being composed almost entirely of some of the most radiantly volatile elements and chemical compounds in existence. The working theory to explain this rare phenomenon of so many combined unlikelihoods coexisting without canceling each other out, and continuing to exist, was that, millions and billions of years ago, the Thalck-Arakuelus Galaxy had been a quasar to a supermassive blackhole that has since imploded, and, at a different time, the event horizon of a blackhole - in which all kinds of matter, all kinds of anything so long as it has a physical mass and can be imagined can and will inevitably come spilling out of, or pulled into, and, after throwing so many different types of lame, easily irradiated lifeforms at the galactic wall, the supermassive blackhole inevitably stumbled upon a lifeform that, upon developing the blistering radiation poisoned bumps across their body, decided that it actually wasn’t that bad.

I say that this is close to a miracle because, as anyone who has ever seen a member of the Thras’Bel-Moberecht will immediately confirm; you would never once consider calling them a miracle. That creature - who, upon waking up to the harsh unbreathable cloud of existence, decided to also offer the flesh on its back as tribute - is nothing but a fluke, an isolated mathematical infrequency.

They behaved much like an isolated mathematical infrequency, too.

And, really, who can blame them? We are all shoved into existence unwillingly, desperately holding onto the walls of blissful nothingness and refusing to let go just to ultimately find yourself belly-up and surrounded by a series of conditions that are almost comedically antithetical to your continued existence - but at least we aren’t alone. 

The Thras’Bel-Moberecht don’t have the comfort of waking up to the world and having that system shock immediately countered by their mother’s soothing touch on their back. Instead, their back is peeled off by the boiling irradiated metal stones it had been sleeping unconsciously on for a day before its circulatory system realizes that its inside of something that is supposed to be alive. They wake up, alone, rip their backs open, and, subsequently, spend the rest of their lives focused on snuffing out other life. 

This particular Thras’Bel-Moberecht had a parent, as all necessarily do, one that looked much like itself - its head a long, slim, rectangular prism for a head, its skin paper white, its midsection uncharacteristically wide compared to how thin it was and how thin everything else on its body, its legs and arms connected as if by screws at the far edges of its torso, its singular orifice also its singular facial feature (a black hole in the center of its head). Over time, all of the Thras’Bel-Moberecht exposed to such extreme forms of radiation will eventually notice the skin south of their head browning into a tan then into a deep mahogany, and the radiation blisters and boils start sharpening into rusty asymmetrically placed cones that will cover their entire body. Once their body can no longer respond to radiation by changing their skin, once there is no more room for another rusty cone, they will become pregnant for a ten-date. 

This was how this particular Thras’Bel-Moberecht was born, after its parent had consumed enough radiation to incubate a miniature version of itself inside of its rectangular head and, in a matter of days, the baby is expelled out of its parents' single orifice - which is capable of doing everything that a human’s nine orifices can do. 

It wasn’t as if its parent was mean. It didn’t choose to not be a doting parent that swooned over its child’s every move, it simply just didn’t have the framework to even begin to develop a precursory understanding of ‘love’, or of ‘family’ or of ‘caring’; it didn’t have the cool-warmth of interpersonality as a base from which you begin to conceptualize kindness in any of its greater forms. The parent of its parent also just puked its parent out onto the hot rocks of Thraxus’Birn’Shariqq and left it there, where it would mature to a full-sized, four meter tall Thras’Bel-Moberecht in the one day it takes for it to wake up.

Once the Thras’Bel-Moberecht wakes up, it doesn’t stop moving again until it dies. No one knows why, whether it is an evolutionary habit passed down from generations ago, from seeing those who stopped either get killed by another Thras’Bel-Moberecht, or because it is a biological imperative, or because it's simply an unnecessary biological function to them. 

This Thras’Bel-Moberecht woke up and started walking, and, like all Thras’Bel-Moberecht, walked until it came upon a dead Thras’Bel-Moberecht. They would study the body of the dead for a moment to determine whether it was suitable for whipping or not. The ideal body for whipping was one that had been dead for at least a few days, but before the flesh had turned black; in the in-between was the sweet spot. 

This one came upon a dead Thras’Bel-Moberecht after only walking for a few moments and, thankfully, it was perfect for whipping. It knelt down beside it and put one of its claw-like, circular, utilitarian-made hands between the second and the third leg-joint, and its other hand below the third, and pulled the lower-third of the leg off. Then it did the same with the mid-third of the dead Thras’Bel-Moberecht’s leg. It then began stripping the flesh of all four sides of the amputated mid-third, laying the strips out flat on the burning rock beside it, and pulling the inner, polonium-like base from its meaty encasing, which was essentially just a layer of white insulation from the radiation. Once the Thras’Bel-Moberecht leg section had been stripped and all that was left was its black-polonium base, the Thras’Bel-Moberecht would shove this interior piece into the polonium beside them, fully submerging it in the boiling rock to prepare it for whipping. It would return to the where the rest of the dead Thras’Bel-Moberecht lay, and begin stripping the flesh from the rest of its body, starting with the five leg sections left, then moving onto the six arm sections, and if that didn’t prove to be enough flesh it would strip the torso, starting with either side and working around its back. Once it was determined they had enough flesh strips, it would pull the interior from where it had been cooking and wrap the flesh strips around the top joint of the bone.

The Thras’Bel-Moberecht tested it out, whipping it against the air, the momentum turned the whip from fifteen-to-thirty-five strips into one singularly, solid piece of flesh. It then slapped against a nearby outjutting of polonium, acting as if it were a rival; it hit backwards and forwards and upwards and downwards, the whip going between states of being, and after a moment it decided that the greywhip it made was a sufficient weapon. 

Then it began the final, and often longest, leg of its journey; to find a living Thras’Bel-Moberecht. 

A Thras’Bel-Moberecht, once it had its greywhip, would spend the rest of its life looking for a fellow Thras’Bel-Moberecht - really, they were looking for anything that wasn’t already dead, only, what the Thras’Bel-Moberecht didn’t know, what they couldn’t possibly be told or had explained to them, was that they had been born on Thraxus’Birn’Shariqq, and the only other living creature they could ever run into on the planet would be another Thras’Bel-Moberecht that was looking for them just as much as they were looking for it. 

In some cases, a Thras’Bel-Moberecht could spend an entire human lifetime walking Thraxus’Birn’Shariqq without having ever seen another; in others they would find another Thras’Bel-Moberecht immediately, having been drawn close by the sound of it practicing its greywhip technique. 

This Thras’Bel-Moberecht walked for a long time, the exact length of which it had no way of knowing - there was no time on its planet, no days and no nights. Just the feeling of it slapping its feet against the burning polonium floor and peeling them back away from it. Eventually, it did find another - only, unluckily for the Thras’Bel-Moberecht, it had been spotted before it could spot the other. Before it could differentiate its own ripping footfalls from an approaching adversaries, the other had already gotten the drop on it; it heard the familiar sound of cutting air and just as it had started to react it had received a hard downward thrash against its head and upper back, swinging it around and knocking it back off of its feet. It was now facing the grey-black sky of Thraxus’Birn’Shariqq, into the circular clouds that would rain glass down at that exact spot soon, and as it lifted itself onto its hands it came face to face with the attacking Thras’Bel-Moberecht. Advancing forward goofily, in the fashion that the planet’s porous crust necessitated they move should they wish to move quickly without stepping down so hard that they shift the polonium beneath them and become lodged inside of it. It had sat there in a daze and, without knowing it or being able to vocalize it, was wishing its attacker would fall between burning polonium joints into the planet’s mantle - betting on it, even.

Much to its dismay, though, the other Thras’Bel-Moberecht did not get stuck. As quickly as its attacker had reached it had they hit him again, this time with a hard and solid weapon. It had struck against its head in a lunging swipe, almost dislocating it from the rest of its body, knocking it back down to face the rolling glass clouds. The other had popped its head into its field of vision, obstructing its view of the glass particles that had evaporated off of the polonium and formed together in the sky to return them to ground level. Then, having evidently readied its weapon, swung it down hard onto its fellow Thras’Bel-Moberecht, finishing what it had started, crushing its head and lodging corners of it partially inside of the planet’s shifting crust.

The attacking Thras’Bel-Moberecht walked away from its kill, searching for its next. Little did it know, but the cones around its body had reached their apex, unable to accept any more radiation ten days prior. It couldn’t have gotten more fifty steps away from its last kill before it was forced to its knees at the strange sensation that plagued it, something unlike anything else it had experienced in its single human-year of life. As if it the hole in its face were clogged, all of its senses fogged over and shook violently, its vision, its hearing; and then its senses parted to allow for a small, paper-white rectangle to be pushed out of itself. It looked at it there, on the planet’s floor, not recognizing what it was looking at, not understanding why it came out of it. It continued on, soon forgetting that it had ever expelled that Thras’Bel-Moberecht out of itself. A day later, when the newly born Thras’Bel-Moberecht woke up for the first time, not realizing that it was waking up for the first time, it walked fifty steps forward and immediately found a perfect candidate for turning into a greywhip.


The Tidornite Harvester

    

       The Tidornite Harvester
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Mannis looked down apprehensively into the opening in the ground that he found nestled against the foot of the inky black megamountain Maroe Montes. Terrabellum had only just managed to fully cover the last bit of light coming from Archurus, causing the temperature on its moon Gewell to drop significantly and in the matter of minutes. Terrabellum and its three satellites shone brilliantly on the approach from space; the giant, ghost white godfreid trees that could be found across the planetary system reflected any and all light from between the waved grooves in their trunks, illuminating the okenite floor on Terracrysallum and, more importantly, marking your path. 

From most directions, regardless of Gewell’s position in its revolution, it was impossible to see Maroe Montes from space, the reflection from the godfried trees behind it would suffocate the black megamountain out of existence right up until the moment you flew into it. It was only after you breached Gewell’s atmosphere when you would catch the first glimpses of Maroe Montes, then the mountain range came at you all at once, growing exponentially huge and close and by the time you could react you were already flattened against its side. Mannis had heard all the stories; an unfamiliar or uninitiated pilot, either blinded by Terracrysallum or the godfrieds, would drop down into Gewell’s atmosphere, often moving at a speed of ten megameters-per-second, and before they could inhale enough oxygen to release a scream they were dead. 

You didn’t need the stories when you were on the ground, though, you could see it everywhere. Blown bits of engines, power coupling slicks, the odd landing-gear foot or even an entire derelict ship, often operational if not for whichever part had scraped across the top of the mountain and caused it to fail - all of which littered the mountain range from its foot to its thousand crests. Mannis would come across an especially bestrewn stretch of the mountain, and would always think to himself, I should start scavenging the ships instead of the caves, I’d probably make more scrapping than I make every two harvests. 

But he never picked through the ships - not for the potential selenite he’d make at the scrap yard, not even for curiosity's sake. He was no mechanic, no engineer, he didn’t know what parts of the wreckage were worth his time and what wasn’t, and, at his age, he figured, he would never know. Where would he find the time? It seemed to Mannis that every time he dropped a harvest, it was time to turn back around for the next one. 

As is the case with any job you stay at for long enough, the process had passed tedium and reached the point of numbed automation for Mannis; he was resigned to this line of work. Despite the ever-present danger of a mine collapse, or the odd toraforn pack that would wander out from behind the godfrieds of the Gewellin Wood, he did his work with little consideration given as to whether he should be doing something else, or if anybody should be harvesting tidornite in the first place. In fact, ever since he quit his job mining on Archurus with The Stellar Project to go into business for himself, he gave little consideration to his life in any sense; he was wholly unaware of his position in the universe relative to others or to nature or to the universe itself. 

Mannis had followed the same routine for years; land at the far end of Maroe Montes, walk a kilometer to the same cavern, excavate a tidornite vein, walk the harvest back to his Hammond Expediarus, and repeat until he had an inventory of 2,000 kilograms or more, at which point he would make his trip across the Western Sector of Golenn-5 to the Hermitage System, where he would receive a gram of selenite for every kilogram of tidornite he delivered. 

The Hermitagi, a race of industrialists that never saw the inside of a factory, would then unload the tidornite at the Range - an O-class-star-sized hypermanufacturing plant consisting of six separate and connected space stations fastened to one another and to their system's star through an amalgamation of garnet bridges. Somewhere inside the Industrial Range, through a series of refining and adding and cooking and cutting, the tidornite was processed into tidrant blocks. When inhaled, a tidrant block would produce a heavy tranquilizing effect that could potentially last an entire day, and demanded an extremely high tolerance to stay awake through. Unlike most other drugs that required the user to twist their life around its use, tidrant wasn’t created chiefly as a medical treatment; it had no medicinal properties at all, no matter how generous you were with the definition. The Hermitagi manufactured tidrant as a recreational narcotic and they profited hand-over-fist both from its trade, and from the acquiescing effect it produced in their Norcemen slaves. 

Mannis put little consideration into the Norcemen quality of life, either. 

His last inventory drop would be the last harvest he could extract from the cavern that he had been excavating for the last four years. The well was tapped dry - he knew as much three harvests ago. For the first time in four years, Mannis was outside of his routine, forced to find another tidornite producing cavern that met his standards. 

After years of harvesting, Mannis had learned what to avoid and what was worth his time; he didn’t like vast cave systems because they afforded the troglobitic horkfens too many opportunities in the form of shadowy corners from which they could attack from. He didn’t like tidornite veins that penetrated the surface, as it often meant that there was very little ore left inside the rock. 

He also didn’t like using caves that he had to descend down into as it was too difficult to scan, too many unknowns. 

But Mannis had taken too long searching for the right cave that it had turned to night on Gewell, leaving him precious little time left to excavate if he wanted to make the next shipment when it was expected and keep his contract with Hermitage. So, he stood there, staring into the unknown. Gewell at the base of Maroe Montes was equally as dark as the godfried trees were bright; it was overbearing, all-encompassing blackness, especially so at night, and yet, somehow, the interior of the cavern beneath his feet managed to reach a, previously unimaginable, even darker shade of black. 

Mannis inhaled roughly and exhaled smoothly, trying to take control of his breath. He looked up past the onyx black of Gewell into the sky where Terracrysallum hung above the rest of the planetary system like a benevolent overseer, frozen and pure and kind, acting more as an auxiliary star than a moon. He thought to himself, I either die from a horkfen bite, or I die from starvation when that damn Hermitagi cancels my contract. The horkfen would be quicker. If you’re going to be a coward, now is the time. 

He turned around to face away from the cave, dropped to all fours and put his right boot down into the cavern, searching for a strong enough foothold to support his weight while he looked for his next foothold. With great caution and precise movements, he grabbed ahold of the cilirian crystal line wrapped around his waist and shifted his body weight from the cavewall to the rope and began descending hand under hand, kicking at the wall of the cave or grabbing onto it when he started to spin. Mannis spent what he felt was a few too many minutes climbing down and began to worry about running out of line; he looked up at the entrance to the cavern, which was nothing more than a distant gash in the blackness now. He grabbed his voider with his right hand, his body leaning slightly to the right as he did so, and sent a cartridge directly under him, the force from the cartridge’s propulsion spun him around on the line, but he saw where it had hit against the floor, disintegrating on impact and sending red phaser nanoparticles across the bottom. He continued his descent, voider hanging on his shoulder, now with a degree of confidence that directly correlated with how familiar he was with his surroundings. 

He could tell that he was below the ceiling of the cave even if he only saw black. Before he dropped down and unfastened his line, hanging just meters from the ground, he paused and listened to the dark. He heard something scuttering off to the right, the sounds of a dripping liquid. He reached under his arm for his voider, slowly, then sent two cartridges into the far right wall - the scuttering intensified, it sounded like excitement - then, after a moment of silence, he tossed his excavator just in front of himself. 

The horkfens were on it immediately, swarming something that they couldn't find. Without eyes the cave-dwelling reptiles relied solely - and stupidly, by Mannis’ estimation - on their hearing. The man-sized horkfens tore around at the dark giddilly, expecting something so loud to also be large and full of anything that could sustain them, the prospect made them hyper. Mannis, expended the rest of his voider cartridges into the circle of horkfens without aiming. The phasers illuminated the cavern and painted his ambush in so many red light sources of waxing and evanescing intensity, producing a strobing effect that seemed to be coordinated with the schizophrenically spastic movements of the horkfens reacting to the burning phaser blasts. 

The cave returned to blackness, and he waited there suspended; there was no more scuttling in the dark, but the sound of dribbling liquid quadrupled. 

Mannis uncoupled himself from the cilirian line and dropped, hard, into a shallow puddle of liquid which he didn't care to identify. He pulled a lightswitch from his pocket and stuck it on the barrel of his voider, putting a spotlight over the gruesome scene that blanketed his excavator. He refilled the cartridges in his voider and took a wide berth around the inanimate carnage, dropping his voider to leave it swinging from his shoulder and snatching away his excavator all in one fluid motion. 

The interior of the cave mimicked the exterior of the mountain, he now was able to notice, except the floor seemed to be made of the same dirty white okenite as the godfried trees outside, stained red and not just around where his excavator had been. He found that he was surrounded by corridors inside of corridors. I'm breaking all the rules of scaving. I should just go and find a different cave, he thought, but he just continued deeper into this one with the dull and unthinking momentum of an object in motion. 

He took every right turn he came upon as it would simplify his path back to the entrance of the cavern, should he need to make a quick retreat. Under normal circumstances Mannis would have turned his holopanel on the moment he entered the cave, its low-powered x-ray function made finding ore veins easier by a score of ten, but he was hesitant to make any more noise than was necessary - he still felt the overarching need to keep his attention focused on the lightless and yet undiscovered margins of the cave system around him. 

He produced three more lightswitches from inside of his coat and threw them one-by-one into the three adjoining corridors, pausing for a moment between throws so he could react should the sound of the lightswitches draw out any more horkfens. The soft, almost blue, luster of the lightswitches continued to increase inchmeal in strength. His apprehension had only been met with intensifying silence which served to underscore the goofy shame he unconsciously felt when he would catch himself being unnecessarily cautious. 

Even from inside of a silence so stark that he could hear himself wheeze with his mouth closed, a silence through which he was able to hear every bump in the okenite floor as the lightswitches rolled across it, Mannis couldn’t rid himself of the presumption that he was not safe. He could almost hear it, the voice of his own nagging anxiety that whispered to him uncertainly. That voice that told him to mistrust himself and his senses, to second-guess whatever he thought was honest and accurate, that forced him into taking any readily available precaution, that was capable of lulling him into a state of catatonic inaction; like the lung scarring that caused his wheeze, that voice had been with him since he left The Stellar Project. He knew that it was a symptom of his occupation; that voice that keeps a scavenger alive by reminding them of a corner they haven’t checked was the same voice constantly telling Mannis to focus his attention on inconsequential neuroticisms. 

How many times has that voice saved my life, he considered, and how many times has it kept me from opportunities? Mannis waved his index finger past his right temple and opened his holopanel which blinked into hazy translucent existence from inside the nanoscopic projector implanted in his eye socket. The holopanel’s x-ray function was already powered on from his last harvest and all at once it had scanned his more-than-immediate surroundings, opening any structure past a certain level of density, pulling it apart from itself and dividing that part into groups of light-refracting and mathematically equal portions before setting whichever structure, if not its natural size, back to its natural shape. 

He turned in a full circle where he stood, keeping in tight formation as he scanned the cave through the new perspective that the holopanel made available to him - the adorably faint buzz of its projector beside his eye was the only noise that could be heard. He turned to face the wall that obscured where he had entered the cave, and could only just make out what was a potential tidornite vein, only, tidornite was more of an ocean blue, and this was closer to cyan. So, Mannis doubled-back the way he came, this time taking every left turn. 

He looked up into the sky through the fissure in the main corridor, the earthen rock that comprised its edges now pulled back from his holopanel - it was as if the cave ceiling had disappeared if not for the few rays of light from Terracrysallum that it managed to absorb and send refracted back through itself like so many curtains of solid space that warped everything behind them, sending the once inanimate stars in the sky to waving lazily around their relative positions. 

The holopanel’s x-ray also managed to recognize and conceal the scaled dermal armor of the dead horkfens, and only their dermal armor. Mannis saw into the skin and the innards beneath the horkfens scales, consisting of equal parts dull-grey flesh and dark, relatively colorful, blood splatters, thick and sinewy. The horkfens blended into one another without their scales to distinguish one lifeless body from the next; the pile of horkfens was never more accurately defined as a pile until it had been stripped of its intricately gradient colored scales and left with just the rare few anatomically necessary organs and structures that were base enough to belong to any other sentient life form in the universe. 

There are nine horkfens within that pile. Nine horkfens, and just one swipe is all it would’ve taken for me to be the one on the ground. 

Why the hell did I ever leave Archurus? What kind of a life was I expecting outside of The Stellar Project? It couldn’t have been this. Not on this frozen antagonist. It wasn’t in the Hermitage System, selling ingredients for narcotics to slavers. What was I looking for? 

What the hell are you always looking for? Mannis responded to his own inner monologue. You left because you wanted to get away from yourself. You want to get away from yourself because you want to get away from the past. 

Mannis, he laughed. The circumstances to which a person could be arbitrarily born into could be so ironically cruel that it was almost profound, but all Mannis could ever do with that realization was laugh about it. 

Mannis. I should have just worn a shirt that read “No one cared enough about me to give me a name, so eventually someone just decided to name me after the moon I was born on”. 

I should have told everyone my name was John. /Mannis/. He shook his head. And without any effort on his part, memories of his life as a child, growing up inside of a Consortium Assignment Center on Mannis Ulta, had pushed their way to his waking conscience. Instructors that only kept their jobs at the Assignment Center to exist in contrast to their bitter and often brutal peers, who were among some of the first people to treat Mannis with kindness. The handful of friends he had made in his two decades at the Assignment Center, whose contributions to Mannis’ development meant so much more to him than his inability to remember their names would lead one to believe. Girls who he had maintained crushes on for longer than he would care to admit, whose existence in proximity to his own and their subsequent unrequited acknowledgement had defined his relationship to love and positive reinforcement more so than any of the wonderful women that he had loved and who actually loved him back. 

Now, he felt that he could only accurately remember any of their voices, or maybe the shape of their hair or a certain smell they produced after a certain time of day. He was so far removed from childhood now that his memories were less like memories and more like recreations of his memories starring actors with blurred faces and faces that were combinations of multiple other people’s faces. 

He thought, then, about all of the beauty he had been fortunate enough to witness, and was thus equally as unfortunate to forget; meaningful interactions that, even though he couldn’t remember what was said or how he felt or who was there at the time, still managed to shape the landscape of how he thought or spoke or reacted. And when he thought about all that he had forgotten, while he was still riddled with so many unpleasant memories he would have much sooner gotten rid of - so many thousands of instances in which, after someone had learned his name, how their expression would turn from one of mutual human understanding to that of pity, and often fear for some reason, or hundreds of instances in which some older kid had openly mocked him for being an orphan. And then, there was the death of his family before he was even able to form memories. 

The Consortium has everything on file - he’s seen images of them, but they were as abstract and distant to him as if they had been photos in a history book. He felt no connection anytime he’d see a picture of his parents, no matter the angle, nothing about them struck him as intrinsically familiar or close to him. He had no memories of them from which he could relate them to, or none that he remembered. 

And that must be God’s final bit, another of his mean jokes at our expense, just of a higher order, the joke that would qualify all of his other doozies. Those little moments wherein an uncountable set of circumstances all align to create the precious few moments of genuine, simple, floating happiness, or a feeling you haven’t felt before that and it makes you want to keep looking for whatever other beautiful and new feelings there may be left for you to experience - to forget the best parts of life only managed to compound the cruelty of all of the other cruelties of life. 

You’ve given me so little to last me a lifetime, but I always just assumed my memories were a given; why do you even take /them/ from us? 

Mannis was stirred out of deep thought at the flashing of a red directional icon on his holopanel that indicated the large ore vein he had seen was just off to his right. He turned the x-ray function off and the light on; the world slowly circled back into one singular and still version of itself as his eyes reacquainted to reality. He flashed the holo light down the corridors he hadn’t searched before he produced his excavator, still slick with horkfen blood. 

Mannis lowered the hood of his coat down over his face where it formed into a visor, then pulled the jack of the excavator back and released a sustained column of heavy plasma from it into the hole it bore into the cave wall. The world was now a deep cyan from the blue of the visor and the green of the excavator’s plasma cannon, running silently enough that he heard every clump of rock as it tumbled down the widening column he was creating. After a few angular adjustments he made with the excavator, searching for his harvest to no prevail. Mannis flicked his holopanel back on only to realize he had already been cutting through the mineral ore vein, it had only been camouflaged by his visor. And it wasn’t tidornite. 

Mannis lifted up his visor, and that voice in his head that told him to make sure now told him run a scan on it first. He scanned the light-blue mineral clusters that abounded from where they covered the tops of his boots all the way back to the where his excavator’s cannon ended, and the scan from his holopanel returned with just the answer he wouldn’t allow himself to believe; Selenite. An ocean of it, practically spilling out of the cave wall. 

Mannis, still in half-disbelief, couldn’t decide what to do or where to begin. He swept the piles of selenite around his feet into frenzied and useless piles, the whole of it all too great to make neat. Then, his brain caught up with his present circumstances, and Mannis dropped his gravity disperser on the ground of the cave then unfolded his hauling apron on top of it. He started in on the muckpile at his feet, inefficiently grabbing at the onyx-dusted-selenite clumps by the handful and throwing them onto the stiffened slat of the apron. Once the ground in his immediate area had been swept clean of anything worth anything, Mannis turned to the stope in the cave wall, greedily scraping out priceless selenite gems by the clawful, shoving his arm deeper into the hole with each haul. Between pulls, stuck in a series of attempts to loose a block of selenite large enough for him to fully wrap his around and with his mind preoccupied with what his hand was doing inside the stope, Mannis was just barely aware of an assortment of closening and accelerating footfalls. He immediately recognized the fastly approaching symphony of slapping then scraping as narrowing horkfens. Unable to determine in a split-second how many bipedal steps he heard and how many quadrupedal, the latter crazed into devolved movement by their bloodthirst, and with one arm still in the stope of the cave wall, Mannis grabbed his voider and blasted searchingly into the void in front of him. The first two, exploratory, phaser blasts each hit true, the second landing into a crouched horkfen’s head and it dropped on the spot. Having revealed the horkfens through the ever-thinning red haze of phaser light, Mannis withdrew his right hand from the stope and readied his voider for the, thankfully still distant, approaching wall of blue-grey flesh. He pushed the apron covered in selenite back behind him effortlessly with his newly freed hand and sent it floating diagonally across the cave floor thanks to the gravity disperser. 

He spent his first two cartridge fills blasting into the horde of horkfens in indiscriminately circular lines from one end of the horde to the other. Then, as the hungriest, most desperate horkfens managed get out in front of the group, he began prioritizing his cartridges, holding his refills in the same hand he steadied his voider with, he hit six consecutive horkfens in their heads, refilled, then hit two more. Mannis reached into his coat and produced a pulsar device that, historically, he used to clear out large areas of a mine - he tossed it just in front of the oncoming line of horkfens and activated just as it hit the ground. The pulsar emitted a circular blast wave that struck the wall on either end of the cave, dislodging a collection of old dust up in plumes of rebounding vortices and sending the approaching horkfens tripping forward over themselves and each other. 

Those few stray horkfens with enough presence of mind to remember what they were after began appearing through the unspecified noises of scrapes and groans and hisses hidden therein, popping up suddenly from within the unmoving blockade of dust particles and slashing at the air, premeditatively, yet with such pathetic results it appeared random. He shot them each in turn as they revealed themselves. He heard a huge crack off to his left that couldn’t have originated from a horkfen, coming from the opposite end of the cave, and with it he saw what seemed to be a load-bearing stone slowly being squeezed out from beneath the weight of all of Maroe Montes, and he tossed another pulsar at that stone. Another huge crack, and with it came a thunderous, rolling roar that never seemed to end. 

He ran back from the collapse, keeping the fissure and Terracrysallum above him in case the rockslide were to reach his only escape. He stood there, one hand on the cilirian line he lowered himself down with, as the side of the cave tumbled back into stasis just before him and the onyx-colored dust it disturbed jumped up and encircled him in black clouds. He shut his visor and through the x-ray on his holopanel he managed to cobble together a sort-of version of sight. Through this cloud, he went to his apron of selenite and guided it towards where his cilirian line hung limp, and lightly lifted it up towards the fissure at the top of the cave. Mannis stood, craned-necked from age, and watched as the gravitational disperser lifted what was easily five-hundred-kilograms of selenite to the surface of Gewell when a set of four distinct footfalls appeared within his register and closed the gap between them all at once, and before he could turn to meet his assailant he felt three heavy and blood-shivering cold streaks lash across his back. He dove and turned around as he did so, voider in hand, just in time to watch as a lone horkfen with patches of his scaled dermal exterior hanging loose at several points slash at where Mannis had been, and before the horkfen could recuperate from his failed lunge he received five voider cartridges in center mass. 

Mannis, surveying his surroundings from the ground to ensure that there were no other horkfens lurking in the dust, fell back into himself once he was sure he was alone again. And that voice in his head said, see, this is what happens, this is why we have protocols we follow. He felt where the wounds on his back met with the dust on the cavefloor, cutting and opening his wounds on microscopic levels that registered as a singular burning sensation. Mannis wanted to react to the sensation, but was physically paralyzed from a combination of the pain from the cuts and the exhaustion from the battle. This can’t be where you die. For all you’ve taken from this moon, this is where you deserve to die. But this isn’t where you die. Just get to the ship. Get your selenite, and get it to your ship, and get to a doctor. Then, you can decide if you’re going to die. Just get to the ship. First, get up, then get to your ship. 

And, at length, Mannis found his footing, then he found his cilirian line and allowed it to carry him up to the cave opening, retracting into itself and lifting him out of the cavern as it did so. He passed the apron of selenite and dragged it up alongside him. He climbed out of the fissure, which was more just an aperture at this distance, and once again fell into himself at the top. He padded at the wounds on his back and the amount of blood that accumulated from doing so worried him. Just get back to your ship. Get the selenite back and die in your ship. Just don’t die here. 

After some effort and a series of carefully orchestrated twists, he managed to pull the hauler apron out of the hole in the earth. It was a near two-kilometer walk back to the Expediarus, and the whole length of his return journey all he could think about was how much selenite he had - he tried to focus on how grateful he was for the gravity disperser instead of obsessing over the wounds across his back. 

Finally, he made it back to his ship. He pushed the apron hauler up the gangway and closed it behind him, the hydraulic expulsions of the pistons marked his return to familiarity. Once again, he collapsed, this time more from joyous exhaustion than pained exhaustion. When Mannis mustered up enough energy to move again, after what he had hoped was only a few moments of having his eyes shut, he retired to the sanitizer station. The blistering hot solution from the sanitizer station physically made him jump and yell loud enough that even the horkfens he left in the rubble could have heard him. He looked at the reflection of his back in his holopanel and it looked like torn gift-wrapping paper. He wrapped a bandage around his entire torso weakly and replaced the coat he wore, feeling only slightly better at the end of it all. 

He had found so much selenite that weighing it was a chore in itself. The final count; 512 kilograms. 512,000 grams. It would have taken him two-hundred-and-fifty-six full harvests to earn 512,000 grams of selenite from The Hermitagi. He had made it. He could retire. He could sit in one spot for the rest of his life and still die, marginally, rich. He looked over either of his shoulders, paranoid. Mannis had reclaimed enough selenite to truly scare him as to the possible consequences. This was enough selenite for someone to kill him for. I have to find somewhere to hide this before I do anything else. Then he wondered, How much selenite is Yarbro Minton worth? He thought about the planet where the PSC was headquartered, Selaprin, and he wondered how much selenite it took to construct the planet, let alone its star. He consulted his holopanel, and it read, ‘Selapor weighs 2.34 x 10^18 kilograms.’ He didn’t even want to look up what the star Selsani weighed. All of the selenite, all of Yarbro Minton’s, and here I am, nearly dead for five-hundred kilograms of it. 

The revelation shook Mannis. He went from unbelieving, anxious giddyness to embarrassed realisation as to just how much selenite five-hundred kilograms amounted to; which equalled out to less than what any individual member of the Hermitagi Board of Supreme Directorate was worth. And he was mad. He could live a fine life for as long as his life persisted with five-hundred kilograms of selenite. But he didn’t want a fine life. He wanted everything. He wanted to have so much selenite that it bought him power without having to spend an ounce of it. He wanted a sea of selenite. And, thankfully, he knew exactly where he could find one. 

After resuiting to withstand the cold of middle-night on Gewell, he opened and descended the gangway. The little voice in his head that consisted of all of his insecurities was shooting off in all directions, only now Mannis could ignore it before the little voice could penetrate his basest layer of thought. He tightened his hood. He had to walk in a way to minimize his coat rubbing against his wounds, and the posture it required began to hurt his hip. He could see a bend in the foot of Maroe Montes that he recognized from his initial approach and it told him that the aperture he found was near. 

He looked up to Terracrysallum again, pearlescent, calm, unlived, but, uncharacteristically dark, he noticed. Then, just below Terracrysallum from his current point of view, he noticed what looked like the dissolving of a mushroom cloud, followed by the formation of another mushroom cloud lower down from where the other explosion had originated. That poor son of light, Mannis thought, immediately recognizing an uninitiated pilot entering Gewell space for the first and last time. He stood there, unable to move, disabled by the profundity of not-too obscure death. Another explosion sounded off below the last one, the parts were tumbling down the giant mountainside, Mannis concluded, then thought he should probably get going. He bent down to one knee unsteady, then to the other knee, and he looked down into the hole in the ground, and despite all that had changed inside of that hole since he first crossed its threshold, he felt that he was back in the same position he was in the first time around. It was in that position, on his knees, his back hooked into a straight line to limit exposure, when a stray thruster, aided by the momentum of a three-kilometer fall at a hundred-and-five degree incline and the onyx-black shade of Maroe Montes, hit off of the foot of the mountain and bounced into Mannis’ upper half with such force that the scavengers entire body was jerked back in over itself, breaking everything from his waist up. The thruster would later be found half-a-kilometer from where it crushed Mannis. Mannis’ corpse stayed where he died until a pack of toraforns, drawn by the scent of his decay, drug him into the depths of the Gewellin Wood.